Start of my braces journey!

Had my braces on and it really felt damn weird with so many wires inside your mouth! Every single bit of food that you chew will just get stuck anywhere between the teeth and the wires. Kind of irritating. On top of that, I was having a fever on the first few days of my braces.


Oblivious about it

Though your words might sound hurtful but I guess it did knock some senses into me. I really felt so guilty for behaving that way. I realised that my thinking was kind of selfish to you, somehow or rather, I've neglected your feelings. Come on, who the hell do not want that single bit of pride? Everyone wants! I am glad that you let it out. Cos only then would I know your definition of pride. I always behave according to what I think you feel, but never really bother if thats exactly how you felt. Some things that you said to me on normal days I just took it as a casual remark until the day you flare up, I then realised it's something important to you.  Come to think about it, you are right. I tried putting myself into your shoes and understand how you felt. Its good that you brought it up, else I will still continue to be oblivious about it. Perhaps you are right, Dumb is the word! That period of time was really scary and I really hate it! I wasnt in the mood for anything. Though I wasnt doing anything, but my brain was working really hard till I get tired very easily. The feeling of being lost in both trust and hope really made me cry.. Its something that I will never forget I swear! I am sorry.


Projects one after another!

After all the icas, I thought it was time to rest. But, I realised, I was was all along in my dreamland! LOL! Projects were all queuing up waiting for you and whenever it comes to an IT project, I really hate it! I dun hate my group mates neither do I hate the work, I just hate the feeling of not being able to help out within the group. You wanna help, but you cant, cos you have not clue about it and you feel so lost cos your IT skill sucks big time! Seeing your group mates being so stressed up solving the errors and there's nothing you can help/do to lighten it really feels like a shit! I really hope things dun continue that way. Its time for me to spend my 2 weeks break to really brush up on my IT work!
Business modules' projects were'nt that bad. At least I know what's my part and I get a rough idea of what we were doing. Though there were quite alot of last min work but I guess it all turn out to be quite productive :)

I think its time to make things clear through my actions cos its unfair to the people around me. 

 Happiest Girl in the world!
How I wish moments like this never end.. Though it might be normal to you but its something significant to me. You never know how much I enjoyed it! Thank you.


Cant wait for my 2 weeks of holidays to come! Wheee!!!